Until Now (Demo Sampler)

by October Evans

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Until Now (Instrumental Demo) 05:31
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Until now… I’ve been lost searching for answers Sleepless with eyes wide open I never knew peace until I found myself here again Until now… I’ve been drifting away on icy seas Never found hope on these lonely streets Mistakes I made as I kept falling apart Words I’ve said I meant from the heart It was all gone until now… There’s a light blinding me in my sleep Restless nights in hotel rooms crying Left on a train to Brattleboro Never knew the meaning of home I was too far gone until now… Supposed to be left for dead Lost in bottles of beer and pills All the winters spent alone inside my head No silence from my Post Traumatic Devils Thought I was forever lost until now… I finally unzipped out of this shell I escaped this transphobic hell Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh So comfortable in my transgender skin I wasn’t okay until I became a woman
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Until Now (Demo) 05:31
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Until now… I’ve been lost searching for answers Sleepless with eyes wide open I never knew peace until I found myself here again Until now… I’ve been drifting away on icy seas Never found hope on these lonely streets Mistakes I made as I kept falling apart Words I’ve said I meant from the heart It was all gone until now… There’s a light blinding me in my sleep Restless nights in hotel rooms crying Left on a train to Brattleboro Never knew the meaning of home I was too far gone until now… Supposed to be left for dead Lost in bottles of beer and pills All the winters spent alone inside my head No silence from my Post Traumatic Devils Thought I was forever lost until now… I finally unzipped out of this shell I escaped this transphobic hell Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh So comfortable in my transgender skin I wasn’t okay until I became a woman

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This is a single demo sampler featuring original demo and instrumental demo version of Until Now. The new version that's being remixed, remastered, reproduced, re-recorded and re-released is coming out later in the Fall/Winter of 2019.

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released January 25, 2019

Lyrics Written by October Rain Evans
Music by Dakoda Tanksley and October Rain Evans
Recorded, Produced and Mixed by October Rain Evans, Dakoda Tanksley, Shawn Jameson and Amy Wilder at Chiaroscuro Music Studios
Mastering Done by emastered.com
October Evans Music/Trans Mad Genius Lyrics/sadistsateme.songwriting [ASCAP]
Engineer: Shawn Jameson
Assistant Engineer: Amy Wilder
© ℗ 2019 October Evans, Chiaroscuro Music Studios. All Rights Reserved.

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October Evans Fair Haven, Vermont

A Deaf non-binary/trans musician, singer-songwriter, multi-instrumentalist and solo artist from Vermont. Multi-genre crossover alternative music.

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